Saturday, July 31, 2010
If I have money I will go for..
1. Plastic surgery(but i think i look good enough) so I'll visit Dr Georgia Lee instead.
2. Go for a surgery to remove extra vein=no more sweaty palm. It freaking costs about $8000+
3. Personal gym instructor to train me and gain weight.
4. Go attend radio,music courses. Courses I wanna attend but I do not have enough $$
5. Pursue my dreams.
But my top priority is to change myself, my current self that you know.
You never know how demoralised it is to compare it with another guy.
I just listed a long list of the disadvantages of being me, chuajiahao.
It sucks being me.
Nope, there ARE no advantages it is just self-comforting or simply lying if you said that.
Because all the advantages are just an average of all the guys HAVE. So it is normal.
Wait, if ameliakang saw this I think she's gonna get mad at me for comparing AGAIN.
Me being so pessimistic.
Yesterday was quite memorable for me while going home after concert.
While all along it WAS memorable at esplanade.
It was so near to my work place last year as a banquet waiter.
The same escalator, the same paths we used to walk, those times when my heart was so heavy.
I was so stress about working or being late as the managers there, especially pala is VERY fierce.
Or worried about carrying heavy stuffs as I can't do that, what do you expect from a 45.5kg male?
Me and taiyang used to run through all those paths in the middle of the night to catch the last train,
when all the shop houses have closed and preparing for the next working day.
It was quiet, no one else except us.
And I used to dress really casually to such places and seeing everyone dress nicely and going out.
I will usually look at them and think : '' Hai, they're going out. And here I am, going to work. ''
Guys staring at my nerdy-gel hair(no choice compulsory for the guys to do that for banquet)
And now, walking along the same old paths reminds me of those days.
Formally dressed, happily chatting with a group of friends, preparing to go into esplanade for a concert.
It was a completely different experience and the feeling was good :)
PS : A long entry coming up soon. To compensate for not blogging.
I think I should not close down this blog. I'll try to update, it was filled with so much memories.
From sec 1(2006) till now.
PPS : This happened on Thursday. (half-day school)
Me : *tap Mrs Gan shoulder* Heyhey!!
Mrs Gan : Smile back to me and said : wahhh very happy hor don't have my lesson today.
Me : I am super happy omg skip 2 periods of boring poa lessons and since I don't know what to reply.
I just gave her a smile and faster walk away. LOL!!
PPPS : If you're wrong, apologise. It doesn't mean that by saying sorry you're a loser. It is just a basic courtesy, a form of respect to the people around you. Don't try to act cool and think you are STILL right and blame the fault on others and want them to apologise to you or you'll not talk to them. This is so ridiculous!! Although sorry is nothing or no cure as the things had already happened but you made the person feel better. Of course, it is the sincerity from the heart. If you keep making mistakes and apologise, what is the use of saying sorry? You did it once,twice,thrice. There is no trust, you're NOT responsible about yourself.
PPPPS : What do you think about my new blogskin? :D
I know it is not really good but then I am so sick of the orange blogskin. I need a new one!!
Or else I will be so not motivated to come to my own blog.
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
I may close down this blog soon.
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Follow me at Twitter.
Twitter.com/frieschua
More active there I currently don't feel like blogging :)
Friday, July 09, 2010
[Edited]
Thank you to all those who believed in me, who encourage me, who give me hopes.
I will TRY to spend less time on computers, television.
In fact, it is already Mid-July and I am not even started any revision.
Time is flying every single min and I am still enjoying myself.
IT IS ALREADY THE THIRD WEEK OF SCHOOL JIAHAO.
Very soon you'll be taking your prelim and the next moment? At the hall taking the REAL papers.
Don't give up any single hope yet, don't be lazy, don't feel depressed and miserable.
Don't let anything affect you. Be strong, concentrate and know your priorities.
Just make sure you do your part by working hard and leave god do the rest.
:)
PS. WHY MY TAGBOARD GOT PEOPLE TAGGING NONSENSICAL THINGS EVERYDAY.
Decided to remove them for now because it is like a virus.
Althought I delete and ban a lot of users, it has no effect because it like like an auto system.
I need a blog revamp.
1. Get a hair cut (attire check on Monday)
2. Do a write up for dpa (don't procrastinate!!)
3. Revise Maths (class test on Monday confirm fail)
4. Salts,air&atmosphere,metals,periodic table,q&a to study when free.
5. I need to sleep-it is my all time favourite.
Friday, July 02, 2010
2E'07 ANNUAL GATHERING CHALET (MID-YEAR)
23-24 June 2010
Our 3rd gathering already.
November 2008
November 2009
IT IS SO AWESOME I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY!!
Everytime with 2E it is just so different, there'll just be something happening to make us laugh.
And we're no strangers definitely, it is just like a heart warming family gathering with all.
A class that is bonded after sec 2 camp, and although now everyone have different education routes.
N levels, O levels, ITE, Private school, MI and Poly.
But then I am glad that we're still as united as before.
I actually do not look forward to the whole gathering, because only a minority of the people co-operate.
Pretty glad that everything is good and we had such a great time together!!
Thanks freddy for organizing it or else it will be impossible for us to meet up together.
And you know what? We all didn't slept throughout the entire night.
It was so good because the night was filled with so much laughter and we all had fun.
Majong, gamble, soccer(the boys all get damn high and everyone with Miss Chan sat infront of the tv).
Everyone were screaming and Weijie shout extremely loud lah!
I love to be with many people under the same roof spending fruitful time with one another.
Also, while watching soccer me and Weiting go to the kitchen and took out one bottle of alcohol to try.
But then we ended up trying MORE of different kinds of alcohol and tiger beer. Haha!
She very powerful lor, drink 11% vol(forget the flavour), 5% vol(rasperry flavour) and one cup of tiger beer.
I left the rasperry one on the table after drinking it half way then got snatch away by Weijie! LOL.
Alfred let me drank one too it is just a sip omg really bitter and awful. It smells like cough syrup.
I will challenge tiger beer next time like Weiting because I also did drink just a sip. =P
Omg such a loser drink so little only! But it was my first try.
Seriously, how can those uncles in coffee shop or even the guests I served in banquet drank so much of it??
In the end Weiting from top to toe all red and she can't walk steadily, tilt sideway and she didn't realised it at all.
I guess she was half-drunk.
She kept saying she is not drunk(ya lah she didn't spout nonsense anyway)
But she kept laughing at small little/slightest things LOUDLY and CRAZILY making us all laugh for no reasons.
Miss Chan said on facebook that she'll bring soda water next time. Hahaha!
Also, me and Weiting coincidentally wear the same colour shirt. Green!
Yes omg is like she came to the chalet, saw me, and said : '' why you wear the same colour as me!''
I replied : '' because we're couple '' and she gave me a -.-''' face IMMEDIATELY.
Most of the people wear black so the theme of the day is black and green.
Miss Chan told me that we look like couple in the cam-whore picture(later in the post or on facebook)
So on that day, WE BOTH HAVE COUPLE WEAR.HAHAHA.
Miss chan said she had so many idea running for the next theme for chalet gathering :)
Then in the night we had majong and Weiting got addicted.
She just learned and I catch no balls so decided to give up and watch them play.
Leon and Yo lee siao one keep doing crazy things making Weiting and Laura laugh like mad.
Me too, somehow when I went into that room!!
But laura the quiet one actually split out her milo and laugh with Weiting while pressing her stomach. HAHA.
Ordered mac delivery, WHY THE HASHBROWN ALL STICK TOGETHER ON THE PAPER!!
My $4 for 2 pieces is so wasted. irritating! Can buy pancakes,milo one you know!
Never gonna order hashbrown again.
I would rather buy myself personally at any macdonal outlet which taste obviously better.
Hot and cripsy. Not soft and sticky.
Also, we played blackjack too.
Gamble at least 50 cents and in the 1st part of the match. There is win and loss.
Weijie was lucky as he won quite a lot of money, so he wanted more.
He told us there'll be 2nd match after macdonal breakfast. We all agreed.
He, however, don't wanna play later but we never let him off so we start the 2nd match soon after.
Lol, at that point of time onwards he started losing money.
Here is his reason :
I shouldn't have gone to the toilet because we're all superstitious. Go toilet means flush away our luck and mine just got wash away but then I really couldn't hold on to my bladder. I had to pee!
So he started losing and somehow he felt frustrated. Haha.
And for the 2nd match I won money as well, including the last match I bet 1.50
Also, I won 5-6 straight matches before that too! :D
Is like taking back what I had lost to my own wallet and can buy sticky candy at clare quay.
But I guess it was the process that matters. It has been so long since I last gamble.
I told myself not to take it too seriously, just for fun.
So yeah, everything is good and I'm happy :)
Miss Chan was busy catching up with us. She didn't eat at all I think.
Asking everybody about how's their life.
She couldn't stay overnight as she's busy with work. Had to work OT after she left at 10.30.
Miss chan also went around to take videos and interview people.
Because she was turning 29 this year, or next year.
She wanna know what we want to be/how do we feel/what we want to do when we're 29.
It was a really exciting video because everyone were running around, hopefully to escape from the interview.
And sorry for the low quality video, lousy camera contributes to the reason.
We should have called ben leow to bring his video camera!! Next time :)
For the next gathering, I'll try to lend a dslr from those who own one.
Also, before bbq starts after staring the fire we were all so hot and tired.
We want to rest and sleep so that we can stay awake throughout the night.
So me and yeowhui went to our room and we started lying on our bed and talking about studies.
It was really comfortable with the aircon.
Then zhaoyuan came in and the door is locked.
Like we didn't even know the door is locked, we just close the door ONLY.
And he said : '' What're you all doing inside huh!! sry to be a lightbulb ''.
I gave the -.-''' look and later samson joined in the conversation as well.
Weiting and timothy worst, lock the door, switch off ALL lights and eating snacks on bed in another room!
Oh wait they closed the curtain as well and it was soooooo dark inside I couldn't see clearly without the lights on.
Went home at around 7 or 8 plus in the morning.
So not looking forward to it.
Nearly overslept till samson called me to wake up on bus 72.
Woke up in the evening,around 5+ and thought that it was morning.LOL!!
Pictures (more on facebook)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINRONG
Had a celebration for her during recess together with Tianxing.
I hope both of them enjoy themselves :)
Profile
Friends
2E 2007
Mr Wong
Ayuni
Biyun
DasmondKoh
Cassandra
Edison
GeraldineChua GeraldineOng
Huining Harrison
Illi
Jonathan Jojo
Liping
Maychin
Rachel Rujun Rebecca
Simin SyuLynn Sophia
Timothy
Weiting
Xinrong
Yunhan Yizhen
Memories
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
January 2011